Profil von Mary H
Typ: AutorRegistriert seit dem: 17.06.2018
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Anzahl Gedichte: 92
Anzahl Kommentare: 5
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| 92 | Why I just can't be happy | 04.12.19 | ||
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Vorschautext: I dropped everything I ever liked and focused on new experiences but my inner demon is still there and he is stronger than ever. I'm so weak Everyone is doing fine except me this is all I see. People are mean It's exhausting to feel like this ... |
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| 91 | die Verletzung | 27.11.19 | ||
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Vorschautext: Ich schätze, verletzt zu sein, reist zur Quelle deines Herzens Vielleicht enthüllt es die wichtigste Kunst Vielleicht sehnen sich die schönsten Herzen nach mehr Aufmerksamkeit aber du hast deins begraben und Tausende von Steine gelegt, um diese Vollkommenheit zu verbergen Natur ist einfach Geburt, Leben und Tod aber es fühlt sich wirklich so an, als hätte man nur einen Atemzug. Die Verletzung bewundert dich und zerstört dich doch zerstört dein falsches Lebensgefühl und wenn du dich jemals fragst warum? ... |
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| 90 | the hurting | 27.11.19 | ||
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Vorschautext: I guess to be hurt is travelling to the source of your heart maybe it reveals the most important art maybe the most beautiful hearts are craving for more attention but you buried yours and put thousands of rocks to hide that perfection nature is simple birth, life and death but it truly feels like having just one breath. the hurting is admiring yet destroying you destroying your false sense of life and if you ever wonder why ... |
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| 89 | i do not know | 14.11.19 | ||
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Vorschautext: do you love yourself? or do you just pretend to be happy but the truth is you're hurt. if you could say to your 4 years old self one sentence.. what would it be? would you lie to her, like you do always to yourself? this feeling is still there and it feels so heavy, ... |
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| 88 | Fremdheit | 10.11.19 | ||
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Vorschautext: Ich hab das Gefühl ich bin die einzige, die normal denken und fühlen kann. Ich möchte weg von hier und nie wieder herkommen. Ich hasse es, dass ich mich für alles verantwortlich fühle. Ich habe auch ein eigenes Leben und meine eigenen Probleme. Eigen. Dieses Wort ist so bedeutungslos für diese Menschen. ... |
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| 87 | why I left you | 29.10.19 | ||
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Vorschautext: damn what is this? I have no idea darling And yet you chose to stay. Falling and you were drowning In all your expectations but it was never easy. It was never easy to look Into your eyes, To be honest with you. ... |
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| 86 | to my inner child blerta | 24.10.19 | ||
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Vorschautext: fell on the ground didn’t know how the wasps appeared in front of you. you were so afraid of this and sometimes the world forgot you because you made yourself invisible. I still feel your pain and your tears falling and growing as your problems does. ... |
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| 85 | Die Wahrheit über uns | 25.08.19 | ||
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Vorschautext: i said i put you high That‘s a lie You put me high I can‘t deny You made me laugh You were the first one And now you‘re gone But it was fun Often, I‘m staring at the moon Asking myself does he see him too? ... |
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| 84 | My desire | 05.07.19 | ||
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Vorschautext: Hey how are you Next I might to Ask you a few Questions. Is it true That I’m dead to you? What the hell did I do? And I’m happy that we Are not what we used to be. There is no one like you And maybe you know what you do ... |
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| 83 | dear fear | 07.06.19 | ||
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Vorschautext: so fast and yet it seems like their is no end it is so strong and sure a bit weak but tell me how should I send you a reply which is „I‘m fine“ ? Yeah I am fine but it‘ll never go. I‘m sry for hiding my light and bein a hoe But I‘m not sry to shine tho. A couple of years left a scar inside my breast and you couldn‘t look away ... |
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| 82 | You cannot take it back | 21.05.19 | ||
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Vorschautext: How can I let you go When I wait for you To text me again Be kinky like always Deep inside I know it You are too obvious But why did you take a bit And put me down and miss Our dumbest conversations Their were my obligations ... |
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| 81 | How can you dare | 19.05.19 | ||
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Vorschautext: If I could have the chance To make you feel something I would make you sad, empty, down. Because that’s what I’m feeling. How can you dare To make me miss you? Even tho it’s ridiculous Damn, you don’t know what I’m goin thru. Let me break this Let me free and happy ... |
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| 80 | Lass los | 16.05.19 | ||
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Vorschautext: Du bist besser als das. Sag mir, was Willst du damit erreichen? Was soll das heißen? Ich bin nie genug für dich. Und auch für mich. Ich werde dir nie soviel bedeuten wie du mir. Loslassen kann doch nicht so schwer sein Du kannst es anscheinend sehr gut, fein. ... |
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| 79 | dich vergessen | 07.05.19 | ||
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Vorschautext: Du hast mich und ich habe dich vergessen Wer war ich? Ich fürchte mich vor mir selbst. Und ich habe es satt, zu fragen 'Warum?' Tränen und Schmerzen waren die speziellsten Gefühle, die ich empfand. Dieser Mist ist nicht fair. ... |
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| 78 | Du warst gut zu mir | 07.05.19 | ||
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Vorschautext: Ich habe nichts gegen das Gefühl glücklich zu sein und du nicht der Grund zu sein. Hätte niemals gedacht ich könnt' glücklich sein ohne eine Sünde. du weißt, dich selbst in dieser dunklen Welt zu verlieren und nicht zu wissen wie ... |
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| 77 | für das Leben | 07.05.19 | ||
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Vorschautext: Kälte ich spüre die Verbindung zu meiner Seele. Geschreie, Umarmungen, Hass, Liebe. Ich spüre garnichts Hoffnung Der Wille ist unantastbar. Was du denkst ist nicht immer wahr. Du bist, was du willst Leere ein Raum voller Menschen und trotzdem ... |
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| 76 | forgot you | 03.05.19 | ||
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Vorschautext: you forgot me and I forgot you. who were I? I'm scared of myself and done with asking why. tears and pain were the most specific feeling I've felt. This shit isn't fair. life is so painful ... |
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| 75 | you were good to me | 03.05.19 | ||
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Vorschautext: I don't mind the feeling of being happy and you being not the reason. never thought i could be happy without a sin. you know, losing yourself to the dark world and being not able to know how ... |
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| 74 | so sad | 18.04.19 | ||
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Vorschautext: how can you switch your mood like that? hold on, you'll get more, i promise u. escape me, leave me, just don't stay with me help is a sign, that nobody see and love is u. couldn't believe anything, so hilarious, right? can't take control on your side and neither with u. ... |
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| 73 | abstraction | 15.04.19 | ||
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Vorschautext: huh, I know you left me But what was that? Like you forget to see To see what you did You did nothing wrong And now here I am listening to a song, Yk thanks to you it’s a hit Yeah it hits Bc feeling lost ... |
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