Profil von Mary H

Typ: Autor
Registriert seit dem: 17.06.2018

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94 move on 19.03.20
Vorschautext:
walking around and not knowing where
you're gonna stop and take a break
Take a break
and breathe in the fresh air

He has hurt me in a way
no one ever could
Whenever I hear your voice I shake
I don't want that and I know I should

I know I should run away and never look back
but if you never really felt safe
...
93 through your eyes 04.03.20
Vorschautext:
Sometimes you can't feel
the joy you had before
because suffering steal
it and shut the door

It's not true
who I am through your eyes
and you have no clue
how many times she dies

Dying is not a one last case
It's called life sometimes
...
92 Why I just can't be happy 04.12.19
Vorschautext:
I dropped everything I ever liked
and focused on new experiences
but my inner demon is still there
and he is stronger than ever.

I'm so weak
Everyone is doing fine
except me
this is all I see.

People are mean
It's exhausting to feel like this
...
91 die Verletzung 27.11.19
Vorschautext:
Ich schätze, verletzt zu sein, reist zur Quelle deines Herzens
Vielleicht enthüllt es die wichtigste Kunst
Vielleicht sehnen sich die schönsten Herzen nach mehr Aufmerksamkeit
aber du hast deins begraben und Tausende von Steine gelegt, um diese Vollkommenheit zu verbergen

Natur ist einfach
Geburt, Leben und Tod
aber es fühlt sich wirklich so an, als hätte man nur einen Atemzug.

Die Verletzung bewundert dich und zerstört dich doch
zerstört dein falsches Lebensgefühl
und wenn du dich jemals fragst warum?
...
90 the hurting 27.11.19
Vorschautext:
I guess to be hurt is travelling to the source of your heart
maybe it reveals the most important art
maybe the most beautiful hearts are craving for more attention
but you buried yours and put thousands of rocks to hide that perfection

nature is simple
birth, life and death
but it truly feels like having just one breath.

the hurting is admiring yet destroying you
destroying your false sense of life
and if you ever wonder why
...
89 i do not know 14.11.19
Vorschautext:
do you love yourself?
or do you just pretend
to be happy but
the truth is you're hurt.

if you could say to your 4 years old self
one sentence.. what would it be?
would you lie to her,
like you do always to yourself?

this feeling is still there
and it feels so heavy,
...
88 Fremdheit 10.11.19
Vorschautext:
Ich hab das Gefühl ich bin die einzige,
die normal denken und fühlen kann.
Ich möchte weg von hier
und nie wieder herkommen.

Ich hasse es, dass ich mich für alles
verantwortlich fühle.
Ich habe auch ein eigenes Leben
und meine eigenen Probleme.

Eigen. Dieses Wort ist so bedeutungslos
für diese Menschen.
...
87 why I left you 29.10.19
Vorschautext:
damn what is this?
I have no idea darling
And yet you chose to stay.

Falling and you were drowning
In all your expectations
but it was never easy.

It was never easy to look
Into your eyes,
To be honest with you.

...
86 to my inner child blerta 24.10.19
Vorschautext:
fell on the ground
didn’t know how
the wasps appeared in front of you.

you were so afraid of this
and sometimes the world forgot you
because you made yourself invisible.

I still feel your pain and your
tears falling and growing
as your problems does.

...
85 Die Wahrheit über uns 25.08.19
Vorschautext:
i said i put you high
That‘s a lie
You put me high
I can‘t deny

You made me laugh
You were the first one
And now you‘re gone
But it was fun

Often, I‘m staring at the moon
Asking myself does he see him too?
...
84 My desire 05.07.19
Vorschautext:
Hey how are you
Next I might to
Ask you a few
Questions. Is it true

That I’m dead to you?
What the hell did I do?
And I’m happy that we
Are not what we used to be.

There is no one like you
And maybe you know what you do
...
83 dear fear 07.06.19
Vorschautext:
so fast and yet it
seems like their is no end
it is so strong and sure a bit
weak but tell me how should I send

you a reply which is „I‘m fine“ ?
Yeah I am fine but it‘ll never go.
I‘m sry for hiding my light and bein a hoe
But I‘m not sry to shine tho.

A couple of years left a scar inside my breast and
you couldn‘t look away
...
82 You cannot take it back 21.05.19
Vorschautext:
How can I let you go
When I wait for you
To text me again
Be kinky like always

Deep inside I know it
You are too obvious
But why did you take a bit
And put me down and miss

Our dumbest conversations
Their were my obligations
...
81 How can you dare 19.05.19
Vorschautext:
If I could have the chance
To make you feel something
I would make you sad, empty, down.
Because that’s what I’m feeling.

How can you dare
To make me miss you?
Even tho it’s ridiculous
Damn, you don’t know what I’m goin thru.

Let me break this
Let me free and happy
...
80 Lass los 16.05.19
Vorschautext:
Du bist besser als das.
Sag mir, was
Willst du damit erreichen?
Was soll das heißen?

Ich bin nie genug für dich.
Und auch für mich.
Ich werde dir
nie soviel bedeuten wie du mir.

Loslassen kann doch nicht so schwer sein
Du kannst es anscheinend sehr gut, fein.
...
79 dich vergessen 07.05.19
Vorschautext:
Du hast mich
und ich habe dich
vergessen

Wer war ich?
Ich fürchte mich
vor mir selbst.
Und ich habe es satt, zu fragen 'Warum?'

Tränen und Schmerzen waren
die speziellsten Gefühle, die ich empfand.
Dieser Mist ist nicht fair.
...
78 Du warst gut zu mir 07.05.19
Vorschautext:
Ich habe nichts gegen das Gefühl
glücklich zu sein
und du

nicht der Grund zu sein.
Hätte niemals gedacht ich könnt' glücklich sein
ohne eine Sünde.

du weißt,
dich selbst in dieser dunklen Welt zu verlieren
und nicht zu wissen wie

...
77 für das Leben 07.05.19
Vorschautext:
Kälte
ich spüre die Verbindung zu meiner Seele.
Geschreie, Umarmungen, Hass, Liebe.
Ich spüre garnichts

Hoffnung
Der Wille ist unantastbar.
Was du denkst ist nicht immer wahr.
Du bist, was du willst

Leere
ein Raum voller Menschen und trotzdem
...
76 forgot you 03.05.19
Vorschautext:
you forgot me
and I forgot you.

who were I?
I'm scared of myself
and done with asking why.

tears and pain were
the most specific feeling I've felt.
This shit isn't fair.

life is so painful
...
75 you were good to me 03.05.19
Vorschautext:
I don't mind the feeling
of being happy
and you being

not the reason.
never thought i could be happy
without a sin.

you know,
losing yourself to the dark world
and being not able to know how

...
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