my experience

my life has changed
but its nothing special.

'if you want to be happy then find someone'
who is someone?

I want to find myself
and to love myself.

I was so happy to hear your voice.
Now I understand

We shouldnt do that again.
Its ruthless toward both of us.

I learned one thing
from my experience:

- dont allow yourself to feel more for him.
It will destroy you, and of course him, too.

I will loose him.
But still Im glad, because I will set him free.