Confused

Are you the person i believe
And trust
Or is it a game of lust

You are not good
I don‘t like you the way you are
But how can you go
So far

To judge me
Destroy me
Fill me with pain
Make me think to jump infront of a train

How can you manifest
To break my inner chest
And leave all your dust
In my empty heart full of lust

Are you the person I love
And adore
Or should I open the next door