all i ever do

all i ever do is a
reflection of myself
of my
hopes which screams
inside of me and spreads those
words of desire.

all i ever do is full with
experiences in which myself is growing
and throwing away the pain that
make me feel dead and guilty.

all i ever do is just a beautiful piece of art
influencing innocent People.
and i hate it because i love them so much and i drang
them into my dark and depressed Soul. i cannot do that anymore.

all i ever do
all i ever do is nothing
but at the same time

everything.