The Fight

I wanna die now!
Yes, I know,
It would be the best for all,
Death - this word is so small.

But decides a lot for me,
Would doesn´t matter anymore what to be.
A wish to fly,
In the hell or to die.

Almost a few which understand,
How it feels to want to take an end.
Yes I´ve loosed until now.
Doesn´t matter what I´m feeling an how?!

Maybe it has to be like this,
Nobody should miss,
The person which was fighting.
And now she is writing...